Went to IHop today with a couple of friends, and of course there’s always that one friend that orders a bunch of extra stuff & never has the money to pay for it. I’m too nice I swear i am because I wasn’t too happy about putting in extra money for someone else’s things . If she said something I would have understood. She gave me 76 centss 76 what on the world am I supposed to do with that.
I want to wear a promise ring with someone. I want to know that someone will always be there for me whenever I need them. I want someone I can go to for advice without them judging me. I just want to be special to someone and whenever I need someone to count on, I’ll know that they’ll always be there for me, and vice versa. I just want to make a promise with them that we’ll fight side by side forever no matter what happens to us.
The first3 days on my break I spent it in DC I want thrilled about the idea but I actually enjoyed myself!! I was able to sit among Congress men and women while attending the Groundbreaking Ceremony of the Aftican American Musuem of History and Culture. Meeting Barack and Michelle Obama as well As Laura Bush and Phylicia Rashad I’m truly a blessed individual!!
Ive always been portrayed as the good girl
The sarcastic but caring one
& all that good stuff
Ive been placed on such a high pedal stool that I begin to fall and break down, the good girl they once knew is not there anymore
Now don’t get me wrong I don’t do anything outrageous but part of me has given up pleasing people simply because I wasn’t do it for me
Cam I for once do something in my life that will truly make me happy and satisfy despite of what people say and how they feel
So I received my first deferred letter, I’m not sure which one is worst not hearing back or being deferred ….
This whole college process is killing me…
I can honestly say that I’m truly happy for my friends who received college acceptance letters… I’m just going to accept the fact that there is a school out there with my name om it….
Patience is a virtue ehh
At this point in my high school career, I don’t think I’m going to college
I’ve never wanted anything more than being accepted into a school & now I’m not even sure what’s in store for me
I try not to complain because I know my God is bigger than it all but how can I not worry & doubt
~Simply Me -Est94 ~