Who Your Not

I have been accepted into 2 schools 

I found my prom dresss

Got my clothes for Senior Trip

Spending the night talking to him

I pray that whatever God has in store for me is wonderful. My life and everyone in it would be taken care of but most importantly I will benefit from it the most.

I’ve never considered myself ugly

but I’ve never considered myself beautiful

I was just your average Joe

It wasn’t until today I realized something, I’m only as pretty as I see myself

Though I receive compliments and all that good stuff I just saw myself in a different light

I’m how I say I am and what others see

I am a Beautiful Black Phenomal Young Adult who is striving to be all that she can be

putting up fights day in and day out because her independent ways only allows her to aim

for the best and that is exactly what I will do

I’ve come to the realization that everytime I express how I feel people back away

So if you can’t handle me at my worst, you DAMN sure don’t deserve me at my best

Through it all I remain to stay the same

Their lost my Gain

I must say that I enjoyed my weekend

Visited the one of the schools I have been accepted to

Walked around Boston, did a little shopping

Had family time

This weekend I realize how much I value my family and those who try to make my life as easy as possible.

I also took this weekend to realize that the people I once “loved’ and “knew” aren’t around like they used to be, but I guess in the end it always turn out to be me wanting and needing to much from people

I expect certain things so because I set my status quo high I just stick with those that can maintain that lifestlye

Simple to say there’s a season for everyone and everything and yours is just simply over

My Senior Pictures came & I must say I look pretty darn good

Im happy with the way I looked and I am pleased with the fact that what people see is what I saw today

The person that I am always finds something wrong with myself, my bang looked like a crab leg but besides that everything looks great

I’m pleased & happy